Dear Blogbook!
Dear Blogbook!
I’ve been very off lately because I needed the time to take care of many personal matters.
Let’s break it down:
So I’m a little over 6 months pregnant at this point and baby boy is really not letting me forget that he exists. He’s kicking and moving around and growing like crazy. Just like his mommy did. Most of the things to him are done; we just need to get all of the stuff from my parent’s house. My poor dad faints every time he walks in to the room stuffed with all of the baby stuff.
A couple of months ago we found out that we couldn’t stay in the apartment we were living in. So we had to find something else, quickly. Thank God for my parents. So that stress really sucked my energy out to 0. But thankfully we found a place and after 3 days of moving very intensely, we are now moved in and we love our new home!
I’m not working anymore at this point because of my pregnancy. The pain in my back and my hips was too much to handle. Thankfully I got a really good doctor that really listened to me and my problems, so he gave a sick leave paper, which was such a relief because that meant that I could be home without feeling bad about it. I miss working a little bit, after a couple of days being at home can be a bit boring. But I’m keeping myself busy.
I also applied for a university for the next semester; hopefully I will get in and can start studying while being home with mini. Feeling like I need to take a career change.
We also found out that my dear grandmother took her last breath and went to heaven. I couldn’t be happier for her since she was in so much pain. But my heart breaks every time I think that I will never hug her, kiss her, hear her voice and cuddle with her again. So my mum went to Lebanon with the first best flight and she didn’t let us go with her, she didn’t want anything to happen to me or baby. But my heart breaks for her every day. Missing her a lot since I haven’t seen her in about 2 weeks but I talk to her everyday a pray for her all the time, for God to give her all the strength and patience during this very hard time. Allah yerhamik ya teta, sallilna mn el sama w dallik maana.
I will hopefully be able to update more often now that I’m not working and all settled in, in our new home.
Take care of each other and be KIND!
Puss xx