Dear Blogbook!
So baby is one month today which is crazy! When I was pregnant it felt like time stood still, and now I can’t seem to keep up with it!
He’s smiling and recognizing our voices and looks at us with his beautiful big dark eyes! I could eat his cheeks and want to keep kissing them always! But he gets annoyed after a while and starts crying, forcing me to stop..
I started school and have my first test next week and I hope I can learn Latin by then since the test is about the anatomy of the teeth and basically everything is in Latin.. I made some friends as well, which made me think, how does one make friends when one are not in school anymore? Sure work, but I have very few friends from previous work places, so that’s that.
I start work in a few days, which is super exciting and I’m looking forward to it a lot!
The countdown to November has begun, when I can officially get back to the gym, and I wanna cry of happiness! I’ve missed a good ol’ workout that makes you sweat, and makes your legs feel like jelly! Gonna buy some new workout clothes as well, just as a gift to myself for being awesome and giving life to a mini human!
Speaking of shopping and clothes, I realized how extremely boring my wardrobe is! I have some clothes in there that I’ve literally have had for over 4 years! So I’m gonna spoil myself and get some new clothes as well! I will be spending a good amount of saved up money, but I feel like I’m worth it!
Me and hubby are the happiest we’ve been! We’re in a very good place, and he’s super helpful with the baby and understands how tired I can be. He gets up with baby at night when he don’t have work early the next day, not because he don’t want to, but because I don’t want him to. He isn’t a machine, he needs rest as well! But I’m super lucky to have such a devoted husband!
So, this month that passed flew by so fast I can’t even remember what I’ve done.. I feel like I barely has the chance to wake up before it’s time for bed again!
The month to come is gonna be all about school, work and loving the crap out of my family! Being a mum is the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I feel like this is my purpose in life! BUT that does NOT mean that I can’t do anything else with my life. I have many goals, dreams and passions in my life, and I don’t have any intention to stop any of it just because I’m a mum. I love to spend time with my son, he is my soul, but if I would spend all my time with him, all the time, I would go crazy. I need to get out and be Elissa and not mum from time to time! And baby should spend some alone time with his dad as well, he is just as much of a parent to him that I am!
Anw, enough rambling, now feed baby, then study, then sleep!
Take care of each other and be KIND!
Puss xx
